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GREY & WRITE:
The Blog & Journal of Edward Patrick


Journal: And then the AI ate my job
The defining moment came with the loss of my job. It was eliminated and replaced by AI. Writing that still feels strange. I’m now unemployed and overdrawn, and while I haven’t lost hope, hope doesn’t stop a bank account from slipping further into the red. This affected everything else—sleep, focus, motivation.

Edward Patrick
20 minutes ago4 min read


Journal: January 5, 2026 - Laying the Groundwork
The biggest lesson of the week wasn’t about discipline or motivation. It was the reminder that the items on the to-do list aren’t the key to forming habits—it’s what you do with the space between those items. When the space between tasks is designed well, follow-through becomes natural.

Edward Patrick
Jan 53 min read


End of 2025 - Time to Wrap Things Up & Start Fresh!
I’ll be the first to admit it: I’ve been quiet here this year. Life pulled focus in a lot of directions in 2025, and while the work never truly stopped, the website didn’t get the attention it deserved. That said, I don’t want to end the year by apologizing—I want to end it by taking stock.

Edward Patrick
Jan 13 min read


Journal: January 10, 2025 - New Beginnings and Fresh Determination
My goal for years has been to tell great stories. Now, as I step into this new chapter of my life, I’m determined to live a great story...

Edward Patrick
Jan 10, 20254 min read


Journal: December 21, 2024 - Land, a Crashpad, and Exciting Opportunities
First off, I owe you all an apology for missing last week’s journal entry. Between job hunting, preparing for the holidays, and juggling...

Edward Patrick
Dec 21, 20244 min read


Journal: December 1, 2024 - Thanksgiving Alone, Beta Reader Progress, and Moving Plans
I hope everyone in the U.S. had a happy Thanksgiving! For those outside the U.S., I hope your Thursday (and the rest of the week) ...

Edward Patrick
Dec 1, 20243 min read


Journal: November 22, 2024 - Two Weeks and Counting
It’s been two weeks since I had coffee. Two. Weeks. I want it. I miss it. I dream about it. Honestly, it’s enough to make an adult cry...

Edward Patrick
Nov 22, 20243 min read


Journal: November 8, 2024 - Forward, Together
The past few months have weighed on me. 2024 has been rough in ways I never anticipated. In April, my wife and I separated...

Edward Patrick
Nov 8, 20244 min read


Journal: October 31, 2024 - Rest & Reset
It’s been a bit of a “bleh” week. Between allergies hitting hard and adjusting to some recent life changes...

Edward Patrick
Oct 31, 20242 min read


Journal: October 24, 2024
This week, I made solid progress on the third book of Grey & White, adding another 10,000 words to the draft...

Edward Patrick
Oct 24, 20242 min read


Journal - Embracing Change: My Journey Through the Past Year.
Upside down and inside out Dear Journal, It's been quite a ride. The past year has been nothing short of chaotic, with unexpected twists...

Edward Patrick
Oct 14, 20243 min read
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